It started out so fine and beautiful.
We were each other’s drug,
The kind of drug that I knew will kill me at some point.
But I was fine with that.
I was addicted to you.
I thought I could deal with the after math.
But now I’m in the hangover.
Every girl looks like you, sounds like you.
But nobody can be My You.
I keep thinking about how much I want you back.
How much I need you.
I can see the spaces between us.
There is a lot of stuff going on.
It’s hard for me to look at your pictures, remind myself everything we did.
I can’t be okay about the fact that we’ll never do that again.
But that’s what life is.
That’s what love is.
It comes in slow and goes out fast.
Around us, into us.
Space is created,
Every second, in every atom.
Sounds come out,
From a rain drop that’s louder than bombs.
When you think, you analyse,
And when you analyse, you realise.
Let the time sync inside you,
Let the space of your mind grow,
Let the sound of your heart be heard,
Until then, Let it be.
It was something I never felt before or would feel again.
The way she looked into my eyes got me into a zone of ecstasy
I still remember the touch of her fingers with nail finely polished in blue.
As we got closer I could feel our hearts sync into the beat.
The moment her lips touched mine, I swear I felt the milkyway touch my feet.
My mind could think nothing.
My heart kept skipping beats.
I kept wanting more of it.
Now when I think of it,
I think how A Smile could make me fall in love,
How A Touch could make numb,
And A Kiss could make me feel the eternity.
Whatever it was,
Whatever you wanted it to be,
Whatever I felt.
The warmth, sweetness, sharp pain and a little lust.
All together brought us close,
It was Love darling,
That kind of love where I know I’ll lose you soon but I was so distracted by your eyes.
I couldn’t think of anything else but your voice.
All I needed was your smile to keep me alive.
It was all your magic,
A spell that you casted on me.
Never knew it’ll hurt this much,
But I’m still a believer of your whispers,
Your voice is still my favourite song, that I’d listen forever and on.
But since you left there’s nothing left in me,
All I feel is empty.
I bewail I couldn’t make you mine.
You’re still the only one,
You’re still my only girl.
I write poems
on the fallen leaves
of a tree.
I sing song
with a mellow voice
and care free.
I live on a shore
and sold my soul
to the beach.
I love a girl
for her smile and
her bright eyes.
I sit alone
in a nice small city,
in a corner seat at movies.
I’m not a writer,
I’m not a poet,
I’m a fallen boy
with weird dreams.
You were my epitome
My definition of heartbreak.
The purest form of love
I used feel my soul sync into yours
Maybe that’s why we were called “soulmates”
But now your eyes speak a different truth.
The truth where I’m not totally yours,
Where I’m partially a ghost.
I miss the warmth of your heart and the sweetness of your lips.
Now all I see is pain,
A struggle to look into your eyes.
Now we are two different souls with same beat.
All I think is,
Once in a lifetime,
You were mine.
Please don’t close the doors.
The child inside might be scared of the darkness.
He will cry for help until he sees the light again.
Please don’t stop talking.
The girl beside can not bear the silence.
She will scream until she hears another sound.
Please don’t run fast.
The boy behind can’t run faster with those weak feet.
He will fall on the ground yet try to get back.
Please don’t trust anyone.
The man beside won’t believe in anything.
He will say you lied through your teeth about everything.
Please don’t love anyone.
The woman behind was cheated on twice.
She will be strong even after her heart is broken.
You will know
When it's your first love
That you keep reminding yourself
You will know
When it's your eyes
That see someone you love leave
You will know
When it's your soul
That die every night
You will know
When it's your mind
To overthink everything
And yeah, You will know
When it's your heart
That breaks every day
I’ve collected sticks To build a nest for us,
You used them to set fire.
I’ve gathered stones
To build a castle that keeps us safe,
You’ve built a wall with them between us.
I wrote poems
For you to hear and smile,
You scraped them out but it’s alright
I told stories
Where you were the princess
But I was never the prince
I’d still paint myself a joker
I’d still build some bridges
I think I’m still a fool for you.