Hangover.

It started out so fine and beautiful.

We were each other’s drug,

The kind of drug that I knew will kill me at some point.

But I was fine with that.

I was addicted to you.

I thought I could deal with the after math.

But now I’m in the hangover.

Every girl looks like you, sounds like you.

But nobody can be My You.

I keep thinking about how much I want you back.

How much I need you.

I can see the spaces between us.

There is a lot of stuff going on.

It’s hard for me to look at your pictures, remind myself everything we did.

I can’t be okay about the fact that we’ll never do that again.

But that’s what life is.

That’s what love is.

It comes in slow and goes out fast.

-k-

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Let It Be.

Time revolves,

Around us, into us.

Space is created,

Every second, in every atom.

Sounds come out,

From a rain drop that’s louder than bombs.

When you think, you analyse,

And when you analyse, you realise.

Let the time sync inside you,

Let the space of your mind grow,

Let the sound of your heart be heard,

Until then, Let it be.

-k-

A Smile, A Touch, A Kiss.

It was something I never felt before or would feel again.

The way she looked into my eyes got me into a zone of ecstasy

I still remember the touch of her fingers with nail finely polished in blue.

As we got closer I could feel our hearts sync into the beat.

The moment her lips touched mine, I swear I felt the milkyway touch my feet.

My mind could think nothing.

My heart kept skipping beats.

I kept wanting more of it.

Now when I think of it,

I think how A Smile could make me fall in love,

How A Touch could make numb,

And A Kiss could make me feel the eternity.

-K-

Only Girl.

Whatever it was,

Whatever you wanted it to be,

Whatever I felt.

The warmth, sweetness, sharp pain and a little lust.

All together brought us close,

It was Love darling,

That kind of love where I know I’ll lose you soon but I was so distracted by your eyes.

I couldn’t think of anything else but your voice.

All I needed was your smile to keep me alive.

It was all your magic,

A spell that you casted on me.

Never knew it’ll hurt this much,

But I’m still a believer of your whispers,

Your voice is still my favourite song, that I’d listen forever and on.

But since you left there’s nothing left in me,

All I feel is empty.

I bewail I couldn’t make you mine.

You’re still the only one,

You’re still my only girl.

-k-

Nirvana.

Release him

Into the sky

Out of the cage

Break those gates

Don’t think twice

Let his wings

Dlaze into emptiness

Shallow blue skies

Set him free

For fuck sake

Let him fly

His own way, far away

Let him get lost

And wander

In the forests

Around the seas

He’ll return

When it’s time

To come by

Until then, please

Let him fly.

-K-

The Fallen Poet.

I write poems

on the fallen leaves

of a tree.

I sing song

with a mellow voice

and care free.

I live on a shore

and sold my soul

to the beach.

I love a girl

for her smile and

her bright eyes.

I sit alone

in a nice small city,

in a corner seat at movies.

I’m not a writer,

I’m not a poet,

I’m a fallen boy

with weird dreams.

-K-

Once In A Lifetime.

You were my epitome

My definition of heartbreak.

The purest form of love

I used feel my soul sync into yours

Maybe that’s why we were called “soulmates”

But now your eyes speak a different truth.

The truth where I’m not totally yours,

Where I’m partially a ghost.

I miss the warmth of your heart and the sweetness of your lips.

Now all I see is pain,

A struggle to look into your eyes.

Now we are two different souls with same beat.

All I think is,

Once in a lifetime,

You were mine.

-K-

Human Heart.

Please don’t close the doors.

The child inside might be scared of the darkness.

He will cry for help until he sees the light again.

Please don’t stop talking.

The girl beside can not bear the silence.

She will scream until she hears another sound.

Please don’t run fast.

The boy behind can’t run faster with those weak feet.

He will fall on the ground yet try to get back.

Please don’t trust anyone.

The man beside won’t believe in anything.

He will say you lied through your teeth about everything.

Please don’t love anyone.

The woman behind was cheated on twice.

She will be strong even after her heart is broken.

-K-

First Love.

You will know
When it's your first love
That you keep reminding yourself

You will know
When it's your eyes
That see someone you love leave

You will know
When it's your soul
That die every night

You will know
When it's your mind
To overthink everything

And yeah, You will know
When it's your heart
That breaks every day

-K- ©

Fool For You.

I’ve collected sticks To build a nest for us,

You used them to set fire. 
I’ve gathered stones

To build a castle that keeps us safe,

You’ve built a wall with them between us.
I wrote poems 

For you to hear and smile,

You scraped them out but it’s alright 
I told stories 

Where you were the princess 

But I was never the prince
I’d still paint myself a joker

I’d still build some bridges 

I think I’m still a fool for you.

-K-  ©