Now I understand where it all went wrong, where I actually fucked it up.
When I was with you, I was totally blinded by the temporary emotions I got
And could bearly understand the actual situation,
I thought I was going in the right lane and you’re always my destiny but not for you,
To you, I was just a temporary person, a passing cloud.
But fuck me for thinking you are my everything,
Fuck me for giving you all of my best just to satisfy you and see you smile.
I broke every of my rule to see that smile on your face,
The smile that got me down on my knees in the first place.
And I’m still on my knees but for a totally different reason.
Now I feel like someone just snatched away the best thing I could ever have from me.
And some kind of a halo in my heart,
But this is all temporary too, right?
Pain is temporary but the cause of the pain is permanent.
And if the cause is something you loved too much, that’s one hell of a thing.